An Excellent parody on the Psychiatry profession from the novel Catch-22 by Joseph Heller. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Are you both crazy?' the doctor cried shrilly, backing away in paling confusion. 'Yes, he really is crazy, Doc,' Dunbar assured him. 'Every night he dreams he's holding a live fish in his hands.' The doctor stopped in his tracks with a look of elegant amazement and distaste, and the ward grew still. 'He does what?' he demanded. 'He dreams he's holding a live fish in his hand.' 'What kind of fish?' the doctor inquired sternly of Yossarian. 'I don't know,' Yossarian answered. 'I can't tell one kind of fish from another.' 'In which hand do you hold them?' 'It varies,' answered Yossarian. 'It varies with the fish,' Dunbar added helpfully. The colonel turned and stared down at Dunbar suspiciously with a narrow squint. 'Yes? And how come you seem to know so much about it?' 'I'm in the dream,' Dunbar answered without cracking a smile. The colonel's face flushed with embarrassment. He glared at them both with cold, unforgiving resentment. 'Get up off the floor and into your bed,' he directed Dunbar through thin lips. 'And I don't want to hear another word about this dream from either one of you. I've got a man on my staff to listen to disgusting bilge like this.' 'Just why do you think,' carefully inquired Major Sanderson, the soft and thickset smiling staff psychiatrist to whom the colonel had ordered Yossarian sent, 'that Colonel Ferredge finds your dream disgusting?' Yossarian replied respectfully. 'I suppose it's either some quality in the dream or some quality in Colonel Ferredge.' 'That's very well put,' applauded Major Sanderson, who wore squeaking GI shoes and had charcoal-black hair that stood up almost straight. 'For some reason,' he confided, 'Colonel Ferredge has always reminded me of a sea gull. He doesn't put much faith in psychiatry, you know.' 'You don't like sea gulls, do you?' inquired Yossarian. 'No, not very much,' admitted Major Sanderson with a sharp, nervous laugh and pulled at his pendulous second chin lovingly as though it were a long goatee. 'I think your dream is charming, and I hope it recurs frequently so that we can continue discussing it. Would you like a cigarette?' He smiled when Yossarian declined. 'Just why do you think,' he asked knowingly, 'that you have such a strong aversion to accepting a cigarette from me?' 'I put one out a second ago. It's still smoldering in your ash tray.' Major Sanderson chuckled. 'That's a very ingenious explanation. But I suppose we'll soon discover the true reason.' He tied a sloppy double bow in his opened shoelace and then transferred a lined yellow pad from his desk to his lap. 'This fish you dream about. Let's talk about that. It's always the same fish, isn't it?' 'I don't know,' Yossarian replied. 'I have trouble recognizing fish.' 'What does the fish remind you of?' 'Other fish.' 'And what do other fish remind you of?' 'Other fish.' Major Sanderson sat back disappointedly. 'Do you like fish?' 'Not especially.' 'Just why do you think you have such a morbid aversion to fish?' asked Major Sanderson triumphantly. 'They're too bland,' Yossarian answered. 'And too bony.' Major Sanderson nodded understandingly, with a smile that was agreeable and insincere. 'That's a very interesting explanation. But we'll soon discover the true reason, I suppose. Do you like this particular fish? The one you're holding in your hand?' 'I have no feelings about it either way.' 'Do you dislike the fish? Do you have any hostile or aggressive emotions toward it?' 'No, not at all. In fact, I rather like the fish.' 'Then you do like the fish.' 'Oh, no. I have no feelings toward it either way.' 'But you just said you liked it. And now you say you have no feelings toward it either way. I've just caught you in a contradiction. Don't you see?' 'Yes, sir. I suppose you have caught me in a contradiction.' Major Sanderson proudly lettered 'Contradiction' on his pad with his thick black pencil. 'Just why do you think,' he resumed when he had finished, looking up, 'that you made those two statements expressing contradictory emotional responses to the fish?' 'I suppose I have an ambivalent attitude toward it.' Major Sanderson sprang up with joy when he heard the words 'ambivalent attitude'. 'You do understand!' he exclaimed, wringing his hands together ecstatically. 'Oh, you can't imagine how lonely it's been for me, talking day after day to patients who haven't the slightest knowledge of psychiatry, trying to cure people who have no real interest in me or my work! It's given me such a terrible feeling of inadequacy.' A shadow of anxiety crossed his face. 'I can't seem to shake it.' 'Really?' asked Yossarian, wondering what else to say. 'Why do you blame yourself for gaps in the education of others?' 'It's silly, I know,' Major Sanderson replied uneasily with a giddy, involuntary laugh. 'But I've always depended very heavily on the good opinion of others. I reached puberty a bit later than all the other boys my age, you see, and it's given me sort of.well, all sorts of problems. I just know I'm going to enjoy discussing them with you. I'm so eager to begin that I'm almost reluctant to digress now to your problem, but I'm afraid I must. Colonel Ferredge would be cross if he knew we were spending all our time on me. I'd like to show you some ink blots now to find out what certain shapes and colors remind you of.' 'You can save yourself the trouble, Doctor. Everything reminds me of sex.' 'Does it?' cried Major Sanderson with delight, as though unable to believe his ears. 'Now we're really getting somewhere! Do you ever have any good sex dreams?' 'My fish dream is a sex dream.' 'No, I mean real sex dreams.the kind where you grab some naked bitch by the neck and pinch her and punch her in the face until she's all bloody and then throw yourself down to ravish her and burst into tears because you love her and hate her so much you don't know what else to do. That's the kind of sex dreams I like to talk about. Don't you ever have sex dreams like that?' Yossarian reflected a moment with a wise look. 'That's a fish dream,' he decided. Major Sanderson recoiled as though he had been slapped. 'Yes, of course,' he conceded frigidly, his manner changing to one of edgy and defensive antagonism. 'But I'd like you to dream one like that anyway just to see how you react. That will be all for today. In the meantime, I'd also like you to dream up the answers to some of those questions I asked you. These sessions are no more pleasant for me than they are for you, you know.' 'I'll mention it to Dunbar,' Yossarian replied. 'Dunbar?' 'He's the one who started it all. It's his dream.' 'Oh, Dunbar.' Major Sanderson sneered, his confidence returning. 'I'll bet Dunbar is that evil fellow who really does all those nasty things you're always being blamed for, isn't he?' 'He's not so evil.' And yet you'll defend him to the very death, won't you?' 'Not that far.' Major Sanderson smiled tauntingly and wrote 'Dunbar' on his pad. 'Why are you limping?' he asked sharply, as Yossarian moved to the door. 'And what the devil is that bandage doing on your leg? Are you mad or something?' 'I was wounded in the leg. That's what I'm in the hospital for.' 'Oh, no, you're not,' gloated Major Sanderson maliciously. 'You're in the hospital for a stone in your salivary gland. So you're not so smart after all, are you? You don't even know what you're in the hospital for.' 'I'm in the hospital for a wounded leg,' Yossarian insisted. Major Sanderson ignored his argument with a sarcastic laugh. 'Well, give my regards to your friend Dunbar. And you will tell him to dream that dream for me, won't you?' But Dunbar had nausea and dizziness with his constant headache and was not inclined to co-operate with Major Sanderson. Hungry Joe had nightmares because he had finished sixty missions and was waiting again to go home, but he was unwilling to share any when he came to the hospital to visit. 'Hasn't anyone got any dreams for Major Sanderson?' Yossarian asked. 'I hate to disappoint him. He feels so rejected already.' 'I've been having a very peculiar dream ever since I learned you were wounded,' confessed the chaplain. 'I used to dream every night that my wife was dying or being murdered or that my children were choking to death on morsels of nutritious food. Now I dream that I'm out swimming in water over my head and a shark is eating my left leg in exactly the same place where you have your bandage.' 'That's a wonderful dream,' Dunbar declared. 'I bet Major Sanderson will love it.' 'That's a horrible dream!' Major Sanderson cried. 'It's filled with pain and mutilation and death. I'm sure you had it just to spite me. You know, I'm not even sure you belong in the Army, with a disgusting dream like that.' Yossarian thought he spied a ray of hope. 'Perhaps you're right, sir,' he suggested slyly. 'Perhaps I ought to be grounded and returned to the States.' 'Hasn't it ever occurred to you that in your promiscuous pursuit of women you are merely trying to assuage your subconscious fears of sexual impotence?' 'Yes, sir, it has.' 'Then why do you do it?' 'To assuage my fears of sexual impotence.' 'Why don't you get yourself a good hobby instead?' Major Sanderson inquired with friendly interest. 'Like fishing. Do you really find Nurse Duckett so attractive? I should think she was rather bony. Rather bland and bony, you know. Like a fish.' 'I hardly know Nurse Duckett.' 'Then why did you grab her by the bosom? Merely because she has one?' 'Dunbar did that.' 'Oh, don't start that again,' Major Sanderson exclaimed with vitriolic scorn, and hurled down his pencil disgustedly. 'Do you really think that you can absolve yourself of guilt by pretending to be someone else? I don't like you, Fortiori. Do you know that? I don't like you at all.' Yossarian felt a cold, damp wind of apprehension blow over him. 'I'm not Fortiori, sir,' he said timidly. 'I'm Yossarian.' 'You're who?' 'My name is Yossarian, sir. And I'm in the hospital with a wounded leg.' 'Your name is Fortiori,' Major Sanderson contradicted him belligerently. 'And you're in the hospital for a stone in your salivary gland.' 'Oh, come on, Major!' Yossarian exploded. 'I ought to know who I am.' 'And I've got an official Army record here to prove it,' Major Sanderson retorted. 'You'd better get a grip on yourself before it's too late. First you're Dunbar. Now you're Yossarian. The next thing you know you'll be claiming you're Washington Irving. Do you know what's wrong with you? You've got a split personality, that's what's wrong with you.' 'Perhaps you're right, sir.' Yossarian agreed diplomatically. 'I know I'm right. You've got a bad persecution complex. You think people are trying to harm you.' 'People are trying to harm me.' 'You see? You have no respect for excessive authority or obsolete traditions. You're dangerous and depraved, and you ought to be taken outside and shot!' 'Are you serious?' 'You're an enemy of the people!' 'Are you nuts?' Yossarian shouted. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - 'I've got this million-dollar leg wound that will take me out of combat. If that doesn't do it, there's a psychiatrist who thinks I'm not good enough to be in the Army.' 'I'm the one who isn't good enough to be in the Army,' Dunbar whined jealously. 'It was my dream.' 'It's not the dream, Dunbar,' Yossarian explained. 'He likes your dream. It's my personality. He thinks it's split.' 'It's split right down the middle,' said Major Sanderson, who had laced his lumpy GI shoes for the occasion and had slicked his charcoal-dull hair down with some stiffening and redolent tonic. He smiled ostentatiously to show himself reasonable and nice. 'I'm not saying that to be cruel and insulting,' he continued with cruel and insulting delight. 'I'm not saying it because I hate you and want revenge. I'm not saying it because you rejected me and hurt my feelings terribly. No, I'm a man of medicine and I'm being coldly objective. I have very bad news for you. Are you man enough to take it?' 'God, no!' screamed Yossarian. 'I'll go right to pieces.' Major Sanderson flew instantly into a rage. 'Can't you even do one thing right?' he pleaded, turning beet-red with vexation and crashing the sides of both fists down upon his desk together. 'The trouble with you is that you think you're too good for all the conventions of society. You probably think you're too good for me too, just because I arrived at puberty late. Well, do you know what you are? You're a frustrated, unhappy, disillusioned, undisciplined, maladjusted young man!' Major Sanderson's disposition seemed to mellow as he reeled off the uncomplimentary adjectives. 'Yes, sir,' Yossarian agreed carefully. 'I guess you're right.' 'Of course I'm right. You're immature. You've been unable to adjust to the idea of war.' 'Yes, sir.' 'You have a morbid aversion to dying. You probably resent the fact that you're at war and might get your head blown off any second.' 'I more than resent it, sir. I'm absolutely incensed.' 'You have deep-seated survival anxieties. And you don't like bigots, bullies, snobs or hypocrites. Subconsciously there are many people you hate.' 'Consciously, sir, consciously,' Yossarian corrected in an effort to help. 'I hate them consciously.' 'You're antagonistic to the idea of being robbed, exploited, degraded, humiliated or deceived. Misery depresses you. Ignorance depresses you. Persecution depresses you. Violence depresses you. Slums depress you. Greed depresses you. Crime depresses you. Corruption depresses you. You know, it wouldn't surprise me if you're a manic-depressive!' 'Yes, sir. Perhaps I am.' 'Don't try to deny it.' 'I'm not denying it, sir,' said Yossarian, pleased with the miraculous rapport that finally existed between them. 'I agree with all you've said.' 'Then you admit you're crazy, do you?' 'Crazy?' Yossarian was shocked. 'What are you talking about? Why am I crazy? You're the one who's crazy!' Major Sanderson turned red with indignation again and crashed both fists down upon his thighs. 'Calling me crazy,' he shouted in a sputtering rage, 'is a typically sadistic and vindictive paranoiac reaction! You really are crazy!'